Dream experience

Well this morning i had a odd experience, i was waking up from a dream in which i was in the ocean, walking through it at the bottom, it was dark i had a flashlight, i was shining it around to see down there, i had no underwater gear on but i didn't need it, i wasn't breathing. I was barefoot, i could feel the sea floor under me.

Anyways i started to wake up from it, i began to hear my mom speaking, it was annoying because i didnt want to wake up, i was fully awake by now, i was losing my dream sight and returning to physical sensations, i tried to go back into the dream, i began to shut out the talking and focus on the flashlight, shining it back and forth and walking again. There was a shark to my right i wasnt afraid or anything. (it showed up earlier in this ocean dream and i kicked its ass lol)

Within a few seconds i could feel all sensations of my physical body leaving once again, and i began to feel like there was a shell around my body, (hard to explain) i could feel like a hardening sensation across the out side layer of my body, i think that was me starting to transition into my energy body.

Then someone woke me up..... bummer lol

Anyways yesterday my energy body took a lot of damage, i was attacked by something, my left energy hand half way to my elbow was badly damaged, i couldnt even gather energy with that hand, i healed it while meditating and noticed a lot of other damage. Its all basically healed now but starting tonight im going to start setting up a defense around my house, with shields and constructs.

Thats all for now,

Peace!

New experiences

Sorry for taking so long to write a new post, i was very busy past couple weeks, had company staying over for a whole week. Anyways some things have happened since then.

First off, i had another UFO dream, a few days back but it was very weird looking UFO so i don't think it means anything, also because i didn't feel the normal emotions i do.

I had a entity mess with me, it was pesky, ran away from fighting so i couldnt finish it off. I decided to wait till it came back then put a shield around the house so it was locked in, that worked. Then i could finish that off.

Then i met some people having entity trouble, i helped heal and sort out the problem, anyways yesterday i took one of the troubled entities to "nivaru" the place i created on the other side. She would be safe there and it would be a nice place for her to recover till she wants to leave.

I plan on posting regularly again, just so ya know, no significant dreams to note either.

Peace!

Taken care of!

Its over, the creature that attacked me is either destroyed or learned its lesson and left, i didn't even take care of it, or at least i don't have the direct memory of it just a fragment, maybe it was my higher self i don't know, i think it was me in the astral.

Anyways... I was in like this tundra area, and then this white dragon flew at me, i was in the astral so i could fly, i flew up to dodge it, it just kept coming so i then flew ahead of it, turned around and shot all the energy i could right at it, the whole view in front of me turned white, and then i wasn't there anymore.. the thing was gone.. my hand felt extremely tingly after.

Now the fight lasted maybe 3 minutes, i kept having to dodge it over and over until i had enough distance to attack.

I woke up this morning feeling GREAT! I dont feel it gone or anything, last night as i started to meditate i got the feeling of being very sick, like i was going to throw up, i started to sense all this negative energy being sent to me, i looked close at my body (not physically) and could see and feel lots of negative energy clinging to my body at the stomach area but oddly enough it was at the molecular level, i started to remove what i could, shield and then the feelings started to go away, but it wasn't completely gone, so i started meditating again and have no memory of it..

I know i wasn't tired when i started meditating, but i don't remember any of it, i just woke up this morning with that memory of the dragon.

Anyways im happy its gone, and happy i was strong enough to take care of it.

Oh ya last night before i started meditating i asked my spirit guide to help me remember any experiences with this being guess he did

Peace!

Under Attack..

(Taken from my awakenings journal Jun 24th)

since mid day yesterday Ive been feeling horrible, it started with a odd tooth ache, that spread to my jaw, then I started to get like a sore throat, later that night i got what felt like sever heartburn, and then when i finally got ready to go to bed all those feelings increased 10 times, I felt like i was gonna pass out not go to sleep, i wanted to throw up as well,

I wake up this morning with only the heart burn like sensation, and i fell drained, physically. I also felt a presence last night of something in my house, oddly enough we found in the kitchen floor unexplained marks, it was black ash of some kind, my mom smokes but it didn't smell like cigarette ash, it was also in a pattern that was very odd, we thought about it for hours but couldnt figure out what caused it...

I took some pictures of it and now its still there....

id have to say other then that time last November when i got a high fever and started hallucinating this is the worst Ive felt physically in a long time...

I think im being attacked by something, this morning while i was outside for a split second i saw a shadow in front of me like someone was behind me, it was raising a stick or something up like it was gonna hit me, then i turned around and nothing was there.

(i thought it was a person at first)

when im feeling better im gonna have to figure all this out...

I gotta go back to sleep....

Dream/AP experience 6/20/09

Dream, AP experience 6/20/09

Started out with me in my old house, my father was there, not sure what its fuzzy but i remember we were fighting or something, i walk outside to my back yard (its nighttime) and then my neighbor starts flashing a light at me, like a code. Not sure what it said but i went back in side.

I was then leading people, not sure why or what for but a lot of people, of all ages, we were in a forest, i forget what happened up to that point but i just figured i would note it. I was walking with them down a path, everyone seemed happy doing it..

Then i remember being in a large place,like a cafeteria with people i knew, everyone was around my age, i was just talking when some guy who was a lot stronger then me came up and just started making trouble with me and my friend, i got a little pissed off and just decided to punch him..

I knew i couldnt win a fight but i wasnt gonna sit here and get pushed around, so i just decide to do it, i punched him in the side of the face and then restrained him while like throwing him into the table and crap, it lasted about 2 minutes and he never got out of my hold, then some people came and broke it up,

2 people take me to this area where a lot of people are (again my age) its like a jail, one big room with a bunch of beds and people, apparently it was a jail.

I was told i had to stay here for 10 days.. i was a little pissed off considering i didnt feel i did anything wrong, i was trying to break the door but was getting no where, i then just took a seat against the wall, people were talking a few were looking at me but no one was saying anything.

I then decided i was getting out of here, i had a great idea, since it was a short sprint to the door out of this place, just down a hall ill wait for a guard to come, i also decided to sit there and meditate while i was waiting, just to gather energy to use to escape. That got a lot of people looking at me.

after hours of meditating no one ever came, it was night then and then i had a odd experience..

All of a sudden im in my house, and i really start to think im awake, and that all of that was a dream, i walk to one end to the other, everything a bit out of place, chair in the kitchen, no tables and chairs but i didnt realize.. (i was probably in the astral) Then i start heaing my mom talk, and then all of a sudden im back in my body, and shes talking a room away.